where you try to keep you head above water, but when all seems lost, the only thing to keep you going is you sanity? well, i'm there. i don't think my life could be an more complicated at the moment, so i turn to the blog world, to try and keep me sane, to off load some of my problems here, is ths a general thing, is this what it's used for,i'm not sure? but it has been suggested to me, so i'll give it a go......

i would love to list the reasons for my dimise, but i fear i may end up reaching for the painkillers in large doses, and then putting them down again, as i realise that i am a fighter...... and a surviver, and as much as the system wants rid of me, they can't they can't ignore me, and i will kick and scream till i'm blue in the face..... i have a voice and i will use it, here and in the real world.

stand with me against oppression in the work place and all the shit we have to go through just to have enough pennies to pay the bills and have a beer at the weekend.